pray hard!

Im rather demoralise for long jump and triple jump now ): shall not state the reason. BUT SIGH. i dont wanna get last. really really really dont want. but even if i want to train harder now also no time already. HOW. ): feel so lousy! cant seem to do anything well. because of dance i havent been doing my part in my groupwork too. ): so sorry. really guilty, but i really cant find time for now. had rehearsals from 10am-10pm today. everything was okay except for junior's piece >< cuiii. Ryan wanted to scrape that piece. wont know till thursday though. TIRED today. 2 days to concert. 3 days to competition. angsty!