day 21

havent been updating! :X the internet is irritating. and i always have to wait for my turn because only one person can use per time. nothing much happened this week. didnt go out during weekdays because we were too tired after class. also because we overspent, so need to save more money. haha. went iceskating yesterday though. its much cheaper here! 50 yuan for 1.5 hours on weekends, and 10 yuan every hour after that. rental included. so we paid S$12 for 2.5 hours (: going to silk road today. another cheap cheap shopping street. but dont think i'll wanna buy anything unnecessary. spent alot already=. yesterday was my turn to pay for groceries and that took 140 yuan. sigh. but need to get the RC plane for my final year project from silk road though. i miss home so much! wish i can go back now! ): 6 weeks is too long! wonder how things will be like after 6 weeks. dreading the outcome of this OITP. ): its like i can already feel the change taking place. drifting away from everyone in singapore,not being able to be there for those who need me ): what kind of a friend,girlfriend,daughter am i. really wish i could be there, you know? im in a bad mood today! couldnt sleep last night. cried alot. D: i slept at 2am and woke at 6am, lie on the bed till now! >< going to bathe soon! i dont have any pictures to upload because i dont have a camera. -/ so too bad! bye people!