whats wrong.

I dont even know why i'm feeling like shit. i just am. if this continues, i'm going to end up hating everything around me. ): i'll be an unhappy kid. i'll grow up to be a lonely old hag. those that are unreasonable, grumpy, evil. bu gan xin to be treated this way. i want so much more, so much which im not allowed to ask for. i know those are just excuses. i wish all these will just go away and leave my mind alone. so irritated. so angry. from now, i'll never believe what anyone says so easily anymore. words, so easily said, so easily forgotten. lies. angry angry angry angry angry. ): whats wrong with me. I dont know how to feel happy. someone tell me this misery will end soon. it will. dont feel like doing anything else.