a place where i belong?

Just like a minute ago i was feeling really happy and excited, and now im all down. ): wads wrong with me, i should be more optimistic. I shouldnt think about what others have that i don't , and cherish what i do have with me now. my parents always tell me when i grow up, i'll only have myself and my partner to support each other.just like their situation. maybe, but now, theres more to that that i want and need. can't wait for saturday so i can dance and stretch again.