time.

ITS BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR SINCE MY LAST POST.

so yea. its the exam period again. my 3rd semester, and 3 more semesters to go! Im approaching adulthood and I'm starting to be afraid. afraid of not getting a good job, of making choices. Yet I still cant wait to see my future.

the past year has been good. school have been tough, and will always be, but I am still doing what i love and trying to enjoy my last few studying years. Performed for dance synergy 35th anniversary concert recently, and it was by far the best concert i've been in. (:

exams are gonna be over in 10 days! :D really looking forward to it, because i want to spend as much time with my friends as i can! I don't know why but i feel like i haven't been some of them alot. theres actually a few friends that i miss being super close with. I dont know if i will get back these friendships but I will try, and i definitely wont forget.

and looking forward to the next semester because I will be going to perth for exchange :D you have no idea how much planning and preparation i did for this to work. An entire year of planning, module mappings, admin just for this 5 months of exchange. but im sure it'll be worth it. and sure it'll be a fruitful journey.

okay back to mugging! weeee!

Next chapter.

I'm officially starting my university life as of tommorow. Excited anxious afraid worried looking forward and dreading it. :/ haha. Nevertheless, I'm gonna make this 3 years a wonderful one. The last phase of my student life.

I wanna work really hard and achieve great results. I wanna dance real hard and enjoy it. (hope my motivation to work hard won't die off after the first sem :x ) no matter how much I dislike studying, I'm gonna make this a meaningful one for myself (:

Haven't decide on which cca to go for though. It'll either be Chinese dance or dance synergy. Im actually leaning more towards Chinese dance now. Because it'll be really nice to dance under ding hong laoshi again. And I must say my Chinese dance years were A LOT of fun. Maybe because I'm better at it :x   I actually didn't really enjoy myself in modern dance :/ maybe it's the company and all. But I like modern dance more although I'm not that good in it. HOW.

Shall just go for both classes and see how it goes. Chinese dance has auditions anyway. Which I might not be able to pass since I havent been dancing for quite awhile.

I'm also joining canoe polo for inter faculty games. (: a good change! Never did team sports before. But definitely not gonna join it as a cca. Dont fancy being tanned :x

First week of school. And 5 more ddays to boey's book out!! Eggcited!!!!!! Screams!! It feels like its been a month or something. Gosh. I'm actually quite scared. With me starting uni. And Boey in army. We both are going through new things separately. Which means less common topics. More differences. And differences are what causes comflicts n disagreements. But I'll give it my best to understand everything he's going through. And I'm sure he will too (: Bibi and basil went through it so can we! Hehe.

Looking forward to see your botak head ,feel ur warm hugs and hear your stories! Weeee~!

truth of reality.

With hard work, comes reward.

well, usually yes, but thats not always the case. have you ever gave it all you've got but get nothing in return. instead just obstacles after obstacles. making your life more difficult after each time you try. 

everytime you'll tell yourself not to give up, to try harder, and eventually you'll get tired.

but if you give up just like that, you know there'll really be nothing left. no hope, no meaning. and so we just have to keep on believing that theres still hope, believe that one day we'll be able to achieve something great. 

you give me the reason to fight on. because you're strong for me. and so i want to be strong for you. no matter how much life loves to make a joke out of us.